Slept heavily, unfortunately not for too long, oh well, also a bit sore and aching all over, at least the Neuropathy pains are minimal at the moment,  

Still considering posting my account of living with PTSD, I'll give it a few days, truth is I don't think anyone else is even reading this, yeah I know it's boring, but I needed a release, at times things were just getting too much, so hence I post my musings here, hey it's Cathartic right ?  

Living with PAIN really is a pain, and a lot more soul destroying than you can imagine, it creeps into so many areas of your life, Diabetes, day to day, is not such a bother, but the costs of poor control and it's side effects are often devastating, even if only emotionally,

Add them all up, with various other illness's, and life can become quite difficult,

Crying your eyes out, telling your adoring and adorable wife and soulmate that you can't cope anymore, begging them to end it for you, yeah I know, selfish, but sometimes, well sometimes you just can't escape the pain and the helplessness,

I wake somedays deciding I'm going to stop being a Diabetic because I don;t like it !  

But today, So far is a GOOD day, and I'm coping, today I want to carry on, today Life is a positive experience,

Well Good Morning World !

I had so little sleep last night, and I am so desperately tired, but other than that I feel GOOD !

Sometimes living with Diabetes is a real pain, and I often want to just stop being a Diabetic   ...   If only!
Peripheral Neuropathy, a side effect of poor diabetes control plays the biggest part in my life, PAIN, fills my world, but when you wake and there is NO pain that morning, then believe me you feel like celebrating, 

A friend, older than me, more advanced in the deterioration, had his lower leg amputated under a year ago, it got to him, He appears to be giving up, today I can fight, lets hope it stays that way!!!!!!